I brought you the Message which earthmen need if they want to ascend spiritually! Just examine it aright! At best, however, you find it beautiful . . . and immediately ask about things which in any case you will never be able to understand! And which are therefore of no use to you either!
But when once you have inwardly absorbed the entire Message aright, and have experienced every word of it within yourselves, once you have lived it through in order to transform it into deeds as a matter of course in your existence on earth, then it will become your own like the flesh and blood you need for the fulfilment of your wandering on earth.
If you act in this way it follows that you will no longer ask these questions; for then you will have become knowing, as knowing as a human spirit is capable of becoming! And with this the nonsensical wishing also simultaneously ceases; for through the knowledge you have become truly humble, have cast off the weaknesses of your human vanity, of haughtiness, of the conceit of your own pseudo-knowledge, and all the many faults which a human spirit has acquired.
Thus whoever asks these and similar questions still sleeps on in the indolence of his spirit, only imagining he is thereby emphasising alertness of spirit and the strong urge to seek. He is no different from a child who wants to run a race before it has even learned to walk!
Neither can you pick out individual passages from the Message just as they suit you or interest you; for interest is not sufficient for spiritual learning, it extends only to the intellect, not to the spirit, which requires more!
You must take all or nothing!
It is true that genuine seeking can arise out of interest, but not easily, only very seldom! Zeal is also harmful, for it induces one to make jumps that paralyse the powers. Stride forward calmly, word by word and sentence by sentence, not reading and not learning, but trying to absorb everything I gave you in pictures just as in life.
Dig yourselves into my words, and then, indeed only then, will you be able to get a faint idea that you hold the Word of Life in your hands, the Word which lives Itself, which was not composed of anything that was learned or thought out!
SOURCES
“IN THE LIGHT OF TRUTH”, THE GRAIL MESSAGE, BY ABD-RU-SHIN, Stiftung Gralsbotschaft,
answers to unsolved questions of life, Stiftung Gralsbotschaft,